From the iPhone journal: You’ll need to reclaim your space. Redecorate, clean thoroughly. Hurry up, hang your clothes where his used to be. Until that space is yours again and you forget that, for a while, someone else lived there too, someone you loved deeply. You’ll need to reclaim your heart. Focus on ideas, ambitions, …
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Magical bridge trip
Previously unpublished analog photos from a magical road trip with magical people to, you guessed it, a magical bridge. I think this was about a year ago. I’m lucky to have friends like these.
Flora’s treehaus
It’s been over six months since i moved in. It’s hard to even explain the relief and the peace of mind that comes with having a real home to yourself after so long. While moving, i would suddenly remember being 16 years old in Copenhagen, on my way to school, standing in the rain at …
Life like this
March 2018: I write in my head, all the time. A thought will come to me, usually in the moments before sleep and it’s perfect. No, not perfect but it has potential and truth, and i’ll lie awake perfecting it until it’s just right, and conveys everything i’ve been needing to express. And i fall asleep …
Leer
I still struggle with trying not to divide life into before and after. Before. After. Time seems to stand still in the after, but in reality it’s flying by at the speed of light and the only thing standing still is me. Myself, i’m the one making before always seem heartbreakingly recent. But it’s not. …
Everything now
I’m grateful i never brought you here. So many things are dead to me because of their connection to you. So many places are ruined. Imagine if i’d taken you here. Imagine if we’d looked at the night sky together. You could have ruined the stars for me. Jungle mirror selfie before going to the …
And i wake up alone
It’s my birthday next week and i am scared. Last year on my birthday, i was so happy. I was in love, surrounded by my best friends. This year… I had planned on running away from it. I looked at flights to Athens. I wanted to sit by myself on a rock overlooking something beautiful and …
Bloodflows
I was going to say that i don’t have words to describe the past months, but the thing is i do. I have nothing but words. I’ve written so many. I just don’t know if any of them belong here. Or even out in the real world. For the longest time i had a hard …
Dumb cookie
The things about gossip is that it eventually gets back to the person being gossiped about. I’ve been trying to keep the specific circumstances behind my breakup private, telling only a few of my closest friends what happened. I haven’t blogged about it in detail, i even quit twitter because i didn’t want to accidentally overshare …
So… what are you gonna do now?
Months ago i wrote a thing on my phone about topics that made me uncomfortable when brought up, especially by strangers. I guess i was getting the same questions a lot at the time, and i needed to vent. The same topics aren’t necessarily bothering me now. Actually not much does, it’s one of the …