There’s something good, something healthy, about doing one of these end of the year type posts, that i hadn’t really thought of until i started working on it over Christmas in Denmark. Even though it’s a lot of work and turns out messy and what’s the point even, and ugh, it forces you to really …
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In the midst of winter, i found there was, within me, an invincible summer
So here’s the thing. Great start, i know.About a month ago? I’m not sure because time moves strangely this year, so could have been a few weeks, so let’s just say “one rainy day, not too long ago”.One rainy day, not too long ago, i woke up and checked my phone, as i always do, …
Crash soft
Hi, it’s your untitled blog, you know, the one you read while maybe wishing it would post more than twice a year?Yeah, that one! Here it is saying happy New Year! Sometime during the last month of the decade, i was gonna have a new blog post ready for you. Yes i was, and it …
My scandi steeze
Quick, like a bandaid. Write a post and you’re back. Doesn’t even have to be that good.Forget about standards.Would you believe me when i say i was never really gone?Maybe not, but it’s the truth.Even when i’m not posting, i’m always writing. And even when i’m not writing, part of my brain is always focused …
El alma y el cuerpo
Sooo… that happened. Another headstone for the Berlin Relationship Cemetery. I’m ok, though. Past the point of hoping, that maybe… but not past the point of missing him, and thinking of those last two hours we spent together. About how i had wanted to freeze that moment in time and play it on a loop, …
Change up
There’s a smell in my neighborhood. A constant smell that i haven’t yet been able to identify. If my German was better, i’d ask an old local person, but for now, my neighborhood has an unidentified smell. And it’s not a pleasant one. It’s not a poop smell though, like in much of the city. …
Stories from the past, adventures in the present
I don’t know the exact moment my severe anxiety disorder disappeared, but i think it may have been the morning of January 15th last year. I’d gotten up early in the morning for an appointment at a hospital i’d never been to before, and i was going there alone. It was only a few weeks …
That girl
Ok, so i didn’t post the next day, but almost! Still playing catch-up, so none of this is particularly current, and all of it is random, but that’s ok. I’ll get to more present day events eventually. Probably. From the iPhone journal, written after talking to some of my best friends about some of our …
Return of the Mack
Well, what do you know, it’s one of those, “i am a blogger this is how my week was!” posts. Or rather, the last many weeks. In pictures. Cause it’s Friday night and i don’t really have time to actually write anything. I did, though, earlier. Write something. But it’s another emo post and i promised myself i’d …
Flora decorates
It feels like i’ve been almost ready to publish this post in what seems to be forever, but in the month leading up to our trip to New York, we had no internet, and that sadly meant no blogging. I honestly don’t know how we survived that, but somehow we did… barely. And when i …