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Pumpkin spice shut the hell up

It’s Sunday, and i don’t have much to write, but i got photos back from the lab on Thursday, and since it’s a rainy day today, i felt like posting a few sunny ones.  I’m still in denial about summer having ended, and every time someone talks about autumn being their faaaavorite season, and how …

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That girl

Ok, so i didn’t post the next day, but almost! Still playing catch-up, so none of this is particularly current, and all of it is random, but that’s ok. I’ll get to more present day events eventually. Probably. From the iPhone journal, written after talking to some of my best friends about some of our …

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Backup dreams

From the iPhone journal, a while back: This morning i had a weird realization. I’m at a place in my life where i’ve already had everything most of the people around me are working towards. The marriage, the house, the business. A car. Not the babies, obviously, but the possibility of family nonetheless. Stability. Had …

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Looking too closely

Writing is something i’ve always done. It’s something i’ve always had the need to do. And it has always been the most important part of any healing process for me. Be it death or breakups… or just the fucking burden of life in general; when i need to fix something within myself, make sense of the world, …

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Vienna

From the iPhone journal: I no longer have an emotional anchor. A person to mirror me, to justify my existence and individuality. This is being alone. It’s weird and even shocking to me sometimes, being truly alone. Not even having family nearby. But it’s not all bad, i guess. Anchors can drag you down. Here …

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Dreaming

I may be all out of analog photos from Mexico, but i still have a few from the iPhone that i wanna share. Actually, i could probably keep posting iPhone pictures from Mexico for months, but don’t worry, i won’t! But i still think about Mexico a lot, and in spite of everything, i really …

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Empty

As soon as things ended with the Mexican i was dating again. It was what i did before i met him, so it seemed natural to jump right back in. I needed the distraction, and i needed the attention. I needed to not feel like a discarded piece of trash, once again. Dating was never …

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That day on the turibus

  I don’t usually go for the super touristy experiences when i travel, but that doesn’t mean that i think i’m too good for them or something! It certainly didn’t bother me one bit to hop on a classic double decker tour bus and drive around Mexico City with a bunch of other tourists, and …

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