Sooo… that happened. Another headstone for the Berlin Relationship Cemetery. I’m ok, though. Past the point of hoping, that maybe… but not past the point of missing him, and thinking of those last two hours we spent together. About how i had wanted to freeze that moment in time and play it on a loop, …
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Things i wanted to tell you
– When i got up this morning the hamster had escaped! She was just sitting on the cabinet outside her cage, contemplating her next move. When she saw me, she looked like she knew she was so busted. My first instinct was to take a picture and send it to you, but then i remembered… …
Ponies
Do you ever feel like your closest relationships are with fictional characters? The most important people in my life are currently Alicia Florrick from The Good Wife, and Katniss Everdeen. Maybe it’s a winter thing? I fucking hope it’s a winter thing. Analog photos of a dog on Karl–Marx–Straße, the David Bowie memorial outside my old …
The measure of all things
From the iPhone journal: Kindness It’s the first thing to go in a relationship that’s in trouble. Once you stop doing the little things just because doing something for each other brings you joy, once you start counting favors, keeping track, that’s when you know. Sometimes you don’t see it until it’s too late, and …
Change up
There’s a smell in my neighborhood. A constant smell that i haven’t yet been able to identify. If my German was better, i’d ask an old local person, but for now, my neighborhood has an unidentified smell. And it’s not a pleasant one. It’s not a poop smell though, like in much of the city. …
All this has happened before, and all this will happen again
I definitely pulled the old “wrote a long post only to delete the whole thing” move while i was in Denmark. Oh well. At least the pictures where spared from the cutting process! I’m back in Berlin now, and it’s great and awful at the same time. Life is great and awful at the same …
Season’s greetings
No, this isn’t the second photo dump, if you were wondering! This is just a quick little post, from me to you, my readers, to say happy holidays. It’s a little misleading, since i don’t have Lucifer with me this year… and i already posted a picture of him and his moose, but whatever, he’s …
The first part of a classic photo dump
I arrived in Denmark yesterday. Sleepy, because i was on a morning flight. I don’t know why i always book those. Do i just forget how much i absolutely loathe getting up early? Ugh, never again, i say now, knowing that i will in fact do it again. But at least i was on time …
Stay gold
From the iPhone journal: The moment you realize you like someone, it’s already too late. It’s kinda like when you’re eating and you realize you’re full. At that point you’ve already been full for a while, and you’re actually about to feel a little sick. Leftover analog photos from my first trip to the abandoned …
Three years
Does this look funny? Like, does anything look… not normal, on the blog? I finally (finally!) got a new laptop. One that works. One that doesn’t take half an hour to start up. One that doesn’t crash or freeze every five minutes. One that doesn’t play movies on Netflix in slow motion, something i’d sadly …